Different

Summer school really took me way out of my comfort zone.Right from the beginning,i felt like i belonged in a different category,

Am 31 years old ,a masters student and a single mum of three babies between the age of 3 and 6 years.

Summer school has so many young people who i assume have nothing much to worry about but i could be wrong and they are able to enjoy the moment.I feel like i have the weight of the whole world on my shoulders....i knew this was not going to be easy because being an introvert,i will want to sit in a corner and read a book.

Am in this phase in my life where everything is happening at the same time.

I enjoyed being in class and learning because thats who i am.I love gaining new perspectives and i loved seeing so many young people so confident and enjoying their lives and i want my babies to be able to do that.

I always have my morning run between 4a.m and 5 a.m and it helps to get me out of my head.I could not do that .Going to the black forest made me feel better,i just love hiking.

I had to really go way out of my comfort zone,its a new place and you have to move in groups,the set_up really pushed me out of my comfort zone and i really loved that ..

I know eventually everything will work itself out and it will not feel this way.But thats where i am and its tough for a younger person who has never dealt with this to understand why you can not bring yourself to enjoy the moment and why you feel depressed.Why is she such a sad sack?

So,they just hate you for it.But i understand because i don't know if i could relate to that when i was younger.

Well,life is a journey,so,this is another phase and it is bound to change......

Everything keeps changing,we keep changing....

Different at different times is the only constant in life.