With every single day it more and more changed, what I feel about my place. It started with being part of a project and now it’s a new daily life with a different routine. It starts to feel boring, thinking about being in the same area for the next years. Intercultural Exchange is about face to face interaction and talks, nothing digital.
Traveling is such an important part to understand other people in regions far away. Experience their ways of life, get used to the costumes and see unknown aspects.
I have been happy in Karlsruhe and felt home here, but now I see myself elsewhere. Hard to describe, but discovering and exploring different things makes you grow. And settlement makes me feel resting. Instead of living.
Even if all of my energy is into the group these days and I am overly exhausted, I feel more alive than ever before.
My mind already tricks me and is giving me very bad vibes, knowing it’s all over soon. It’s heartbreaking seeing the end so near. Like being taken out of a well running system, especially after all the intense time together.
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